Labor Day Weekend

Sorry I haven't posted. I went camping this weekend with Aunt Sonya and Uncle Jeff.

It was pretty great. I love them so much.

It was a nice break from the rest of the family. Mellina has been gone since Thursday, and it has been so much ncier around here.

Although I am kinda worried because we thought she was coming home today, but she isn't home and we haven't heard from her.

I'm sure all is fine.

I have been driving alot lately! I am so excited.

I drove to McDonalds thru the driver thru and home on Thursday with Dad.

Drove hom from Wal-Mart with mom on Friday.

Then later, we went to Zaxby's and and i drove there and back even thru the drive thru.

On Saturday morning, we left for the lake with Sonya and Jeff, and I drove all the way out there.

Then, Sonya let me drive to church from the campsite, and drive home.

Then, when Mom and Dad came to pick me up today, I got to drive home.

So, I'm excited that they trut me, and have given me oppurtunities to drive. It's fun. & I'm really not as bad as I thought I would be, I just can't let my nerves get the best of me.

Well, Chance just made me a big bowl of Ice Cream, so I'm going to go and call my friend AJ.Maybe I can talk dad into letting him come over tomorrow. ;]

We can only hope. LOL.

Love you all!!!

Amalise

Whew!

Hey guys!!!!

Wow! What a day!

Hot as all get out, long, tiring, and stressful. I got my Spanish quiz back from last week, got a 20. I hope it isn't like this all year long...

But, I just got home from picking up my friend Olivia from school cuz her mom refused to pick her up.

I am so tired.. and hungry!!!!

lol.

I hope everyone is doing ok!

I love you all, Olivia just walked through door to hang out and chill while we watch our show-The Secret Life of the American Teenager!

So exicted!

She may stay for dinner again tonight. CHICKEN!

LOL.

K, love ya!

Amalise

ME

Hey guys, just wanted to show you how I'm doing. This is what I look like now, Aunt Tracy. This was taken the week before school after a full day of school shopping. LOL. I was going to see my friend Josh (remember that guy I used to talk about all the time?) down at the dock. I'll update you with ones of friends too.

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WOW!

Hey Guys! It's been forever, just over 2 months since I posted. I got really busy over the summer, and now I have been doing school. I will try and do a daily post. Dad had found out from Nana about this Blogger thing, and he wasn't happy. But, I'm really only doing it to keep in touch with Tracy and the Family. I don't even know how to look for other people's so it's not like it's MySpace or something.

Well, school has been an adventure already.

Here's my schedule:

1.Law Studies

2.English 2

3.Driver's Ed

4.Geometry

5.Biology

6.Spanish 2

Then 2nd smester, my classes change, and it goes to:

1.Psychology

2.English 2

3.Posciology (or however you spell it)

4.Geomotry

5.Biology

6.Spanish 2

So it should be fun. I like all my classes this year, and hopefully I won't have to changce school's for the 9th time. I hope I can just stay at one school. LOL.

I got my permit on July 28th.

SO EXCITED I can drive now.

Lots of drama at school.

Gotta guy I'm talking to. His name is Raymond. Well actually it's Kenneth Raymond Welch, but he goes by his middle name.

I think I really like him. He's an all-star too. He plays football, basketball, baseball, swimming, track, cross country, and boxing. =]]]]]

So, yeah. Lot's been going on. I miss you guys. I'll try and stay posting throughout the week.

I'll ttyl, gotta go do my hw.

Byeeee.

Jeffs Party...

was terrible.

It was fun for all the people that were old enough to drink and have fun, but for me....
not so much.

Everyone else there had a bf or gf or were married.
and everyone could drink.
Mom did let me have a Strawberry Dacqurri (spelling) and it had some alcohol in it and i had a virgin Pina Colada.

But I just didn't really have any fun.
&& the CD's I made were completly useless and was a waste of my time.

So yeah.
I woke up this morning sick.
I threw up and I just felt terrible.
=(

But... Josh made me feel better.

Tomorrow will be one month that me and Matt would have been dating.

By the way, I texted his dad today to see if he had talked to Matt or not.
He said that Matt just didn't want a girlfriend this summer.
LAMEO!

Whatever, his loss right?
I can just find a better guy that actually acres about me and makes me feel good about myself.
I mean, he hated my smile... who hates anybodies smile?

So, Yeah.
Other then the party last night, I'm the happiest girl!
<3

Last night

OK.

Thanks Chelle and Tracy for commenting me and giving advice. I really appreciate it.

Josh came over last night to meet Mom. I was having issues with burning these stupid CD's for Jeff's party tonight. So.. Josh tried to help me and we realized that we needed new CD's. So mom had me and Mellina run to the Walmart and get some CD's and "something sweet"
So we spent 30 dollars on CD's and ice cream.

8 dollars of it was spend on CD's, the rest on ice cream.
I know we're fat pigs.
lol.
We got Take the Cake ice cream, Cookie dough, Sherbert, Vanilla, Coffee,Mint Chocolate Chip, and Cookies and Cream.
:)

Then we came home and watched So You Think You Can Dance.

Josh is going to try and ride his boat over here to see me later. I have to leave for Jeff's Party in Gainesville in a lil' bit. We have to be there around 6.
So I have to go take a shower and get ready for Josh and the party.
Ill keep you updated.


Love you all!

SOOO.....

Josh is coming over tonight after dinner.

He wants to meet my mom so hopefully he can be welcome over anytime.

I told him as a friend, he is welcome to my house (maybe not inside) anytime he needs me and I am always just a phone call away.

He said thanks and the same to me.

So, I'm pretty thankful Mom is understanding and willing to meet him.

I'm excited.

Can't wait.

Ill keep you updated.

<3

Ok.
I have had a rough week or so.
I thought I had the greatest boyfriend in the world, but apparently I wasn't good enough.
He told me I was everything to him, and we would be together forever, (which I knew was a bunch of bull anyways but...) Last saturday, he broke up with me. Not only did he break up with me, he texted me and said "hey I don't think this is going to work" How lame is THAT??!?! I guess I'm not good enough or mean enough to even get a phone call.

He hasn't called me, texted me, came by to see me or anything since then. He has completely ignored me, which doesn't help my self esteem at all, because it makes me feel like I don't matter and he doesn't care enough about how I feel to even call. I mean, just the thought of NOT knowing what I possibly could have done wrong to have him break up with me, is unbearable. I have been so tempted to just walk over to his house and beat down his door and grab him by his face and tell him to tell me what I did wrong. I mean, maybe its nothing and its all his fault for something stupid.

I have no idea, and I don't like that I have no idea. Ya know?
I know boys are stupid and they are overrated and everyone says they aren't worth your time.
But I was doing so good, I hadn't had a boyfriend since the middle of 8th grade. I thought I'd never have another one till I got married. LOL. But, then me and Matt became the best of friends and then became closer. I mean, he is the first guy I have ever invited over to my house to meet my parents. That means he obviously meant something. BUT....
I guess I didn't mean as much to him.

I mean, I honestly think his dad liked me more then he did. I know that sounds weird and creepy, but his dad was such a sweetheart, and loved me. His dad was actually kind of upset when I told him Matt broke up with me. I had texted him to tell him Happy Fathers Day and I told him not to tell Matt I texted him. He was like why? So I told him the story and he said he would find out for me why he broke up with me.
Then he stopped texting me too and I'm just like whatever....

SO I have really been trying not to think about it, and just stay on school. Which is really good because it is distracting and there are other people there to keep me occupied. :)
But there is this guy.... Josh. He is such a sweet guy but he has a gf who treats him terribly and cheats on him and verbally abuses him, but he says he loves her so he tries to make things work. I feel so bad for him. & Im starting to get feelings for him, which I know is bad because he DOES have a gf. But, I told him I will be the bestest friend he has ever had. Im always gonna be here for him through anything, and I'm trying to help him with his gf problems. Its really hard because I wish I was that girl that he had those feelings for. But I can't do anything about it. He told me last night that he doesn't know how much longer him and Cele (his gf) will last. I'm really just hoping for the best with him. But its hard because I hate her for what she has put him through. I mean she is cheating on him with his ex best friend, WHO SHE TOLD HIM HE HAD TO STOP TALKING TO BECAUSE HE WAS A BAD INFLUENCE!!! She is so hypocritical.
I just don't know what to think and its tough hearing his feelings for her.

I mean, he has called me crying because she yells at him and juct is so mean to him and rude. I can't even explain it. But he has been there for me to listen to my problems and help me through this whole Matt deal. I am so incredibly thankful for him. I think that Josh is a gift from God because he came into my life at just the perfect time, and he has helped me keep my head up. I just want him to be happy, and he's not with Cele. He loves her, and she says she loves him too, but it's just not a healthy relationship, in my opinion. & he agrees with me, but its hard for him to even think about breaking up with her again because they have been together for over a year.

So I know thats alot but I had to let it out somewhere. Thanks for listening (reading?) lol.

Love you all.

SO, I'm making CD's for Uncle Jeff's party tomorrow. Which I am so excited about!

I'll tell ya'll how that goes.

&& I'll keep ou updated with Matt, Josh, and Cele.

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Hey all.

Thanks Aunt Tracy for putting me on your blog so people could know about me.
It's great to be a part of this.
I will firgure it all out soon I guess.
lol.

I have to go get ready for school but after I get home, I will get back in and tell you how my day was.

<3 you all!

Amalise

Just another day of school.
Went to the lake and got rained on.

check in later.

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